ARGH. I have Jack's Big Music Show songs stuck in my head today.
It's grey and rainy here. It's not really cold, so that's good though. I went to church this morning. That went fine overall. I got home and Maddy and I played for a bit while Matt worked on the dowstairs stairs some. Maddy has had a bit of an upset stomach today. She'll burp and then spit up now and again. She hasn't done that in a long time. So, I'm trying to give her bland food, but she HATES bland food.
I tried to take a nap today during Maddy's nap time, but I had such a headache after church that I had coffee when I got home (the caffeine normally kicks my headaches to the curb). So, after I laid down I couldn't sleep. So I got up instead and now I'm here. I think I'm going to take some advil though because it seems to be coming back again--probably just because I'm tired or dehydrated. I haven't had enough water to drink today.
So I'm feeling a little bit down today. And I'm not even sure if I should talk about it here or not. I feel like I'm airing dirty laundry or something. But it's not a secret, while it is bad news. Our church is in the process of selling its building. It may (most likely) even be disbanding completely. It's just depressing to see a church go under. We can't pay our bills since we are so small and the income isn't there. So we definitely HAVE to sell the building before it gets foreclosed. Because it's such a small congregation it's easy to feel close to the people who are there. While I feel close to a few of the people, I'm not very close to all of them. So it doesn't GREATLY impact me (even though I'm losing a home congregation). But I can imagine the ones who've been there forever and how it must feel to them--losing a home, really. I feel bad for our Pastor and Staff Minister, too.
Now, of course, they can and most likely will get other callings to different congregations. We have two other churches in our area where we can transfer too (I haven't decided which I like better) so we all will find a 'home' again somewhere. Of course, God has a plan for all of us as individuals, as a group and as a church body and it will all work out in His time. All we can do as a congregation is make the best decisions we can in according to our faith and logic. God will do what He feels is best for us no matter what kind of decisions we make.
But anyway, off that note... I'm off to get some advil and a big glass of water. This headache is getting worse, not better!!
Tea of the day: 2 cups of coffee today
WO of the day: None, I may do yoga later, but I doubt it.